What are you listening to?

By a lonely prison wall
I heard a young girl calling
“Michael, they have taken you away
For you stole Trevelyan’s corn
So the young might see the morn
Now a prison ship lies waiting in the bay”

Low lie the fields of Athenry
Where once we watched the small free birds fly
Our love was on the wing we had dreams and songs to sing
It’s so lonely 'round the fields of Athenry

By a lonely prison wall
I heard a young man calling
“Nothing matters, Mary, when you’re free
Against the famine and the crown
I rebelled, they cut me down
Now you must raise our child with dignity”

Low lie the fields of Athenry
Where once we watched the small free birds fly
Our love was on the wing we had dreams and songs to sing
It’s so lonely 'round the fields of Athenry

By a lonely harbour wall
She watched the last star falling
As that prison ship sailed out against the sky
For she lived in hope and pray
For her love in Botany Bay
It’s so lonely 'round the fields of Athenry

Low lie the fields of Athenry
Where once we watched the small free birds fly
Our love was on the wing we had dreams and songs to sing
It’s so lonely 'round the fields of Athenry

My time is up but I don’t care
I march alone, alienated
I won’t drift away
Born a loner, I don’t mind
I just need the pain to feel alive

I flirt with the dark
I’m suffocating
The turmoil inside
To set my demons straight

'Cause I’m not afraid of the absence of light
At the bottom of the well I find respite
And it doesn’t even matter if I’m dead or alive
Alone, I’m hosting the shadow

Listen back on the track
Is there something that you know?
I’ve heard this song before a long time ago
It once brought back a memory alone
Something lost, something gone
That you don’t recall
You did your best to forget, now it’s dead and gone

You want it all
You left it far behind
Can’t see the thought
There’s nothing in your mind

I’m everywhere

Brooklyn to Michigan, motherfucker

I’m just a white girl
From a small, safe town
What could I possibly know about destruction?
My lawn sure looks green today
Underneath these suburban skies
But the little boy next door wants to be the Lord of the Flies

It’s like Cain and Abel and the holy sacrifice
And I have to believe that God has closed his eyes
And if there is no Avalon and we only have one life
It’s hard to conceive why we let our brothers die

Hot and burning in your nostrils
Pouring down your gaping mouth
Your molten bodies, blanket of cinders
Caught in the throes, and

Whoa, oh, your city lies in dust, my friend

Ive taken enough time off to get my head right. Business is going well, its time to get back on the mats

Judo Monday Night, Muay Thai Wednesday, HEMA on the weekend.

Im off to Germany in January for a week of Ziranmen training with my long distance coach

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I remember
The hardest are the times I don’t forget
Neverender
And all I was about to be
'Cause I remember
The hardest are the times I don’t forget
Like an ember
Burning on

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Until you’ve been beside a man
You don’t know what he wants
You don’t know if he cries at night
You don’t know if he don’t
Where nothing comes easy, old nightmares are real
Until you’ve been beside a man
You don’t know how he feels

Once inside a woman’s heart
A man must keep his head
Heaven opens up the door
Where angels fear to tread
Some men go crazy, some men go slow
Some men go just where they want
Some men never go

Oh, blame it on midnight
Ooh, shame on the moon.

Up here in space
I’m looking down on you
My lasers trace
Everything you do

You think you’ve private lives, think nothing of the kind

There is no true escape, I’m watching all the time

I’m made of metal
My circuits gleam
I am perpetual
I keep the country clean

I’m elected electric spy
I’m protected electric eye

I can hear all the whispers dying
I can see the struggle in your eyes
When are we gonna get together?
Find a voice, come and speak your mind

Look around
It’s mass confusion
Silver screen
Glowing in your eyes
Where do you get your information?
Does a lie make you feel alright

Join us on the other side

Exaulted, affluent life style I kick

calm shit that make your livest rep want to harm shit

Don’t be alarmed when the guns bang

It’s only natural for my dunns to hurt some-thang

Cop a squat though, you might learn some-thang

We givin out back braces and arm slings

I’ve finally got a reasonable price for surgery. One scan and it’s decision if I do it. With this price, the savings I have left over nearly completely fund all of my world travels. I’ve stopped feeling super overwhelmed and I am relieved, if a little lost. What to do after?

Book editing tonight and this weekend. I’m going to start planning the last of my trips and budgets for what’s going to be seen first and when. Dog is doing well on her new pain meds and is brighter than she has been in some time. Training is going well, 52kg lunges with dumbells instead of a bar to work my grip is going nicely.

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Flow so properly you’ll see I’m whoa
Ain’t no stopping me, I’m deep like whoa
Guns be popping, B, we creep like whoa
Hear my name in these streets, it’s like whoa

debating an idea: a year of bjj on the side of my training…

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Desert rhymes, homie, riding beats, I’m on a camel
I’m way too hot to handle, life a beach, I brought my sandals
You want a war? I got a lot of ammo
You ain’t a soldier 'cause you rocking camo
Young Rambo, hundred million fans though
And I do it big, you a iPod Nano
Fire on wax, look like I rock candles
Yeah, you got a show, but you ain’t on my channel

Hit mics like Ted Koppel, rifle expert
Let off the Eiffel, burn a flag in your grass, spiteful

Ringleader set it off, rap Derek Jeter
Culprit, prince of the game, wish you could see us

We lay low, glitter wax full bangles
Priceless ropes, lay around the God, get tangled

Woolly hair, eyes fiery red, feet made of brass
12 men following me, it be the God staff

Reach down, would of guessed
Wheels, motion, so impressed
Watch, learn, no concern
Shake, stumble, it’s what you earned

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