birthday weekend was incredible. I needed that time to myself, and the weekend reunion with someone I havenât seen in a long time was some of the best time Iâve had in a long time.
No more major excitement for this year. Plan is just to sort my job with online coaching and recover now. Tired year.
Jesus died upon a hill
For all I know heâs up there still
He gave his life to save my soul
I gave it back for rock and roll.
I donât worship the devil. The devil worships me
Gutter child, sweet sixteen
Broadway stars
That have never been
All those dreams and broken glass
Swept down the sewer
With the rest of the trash
Now you can say what you want about my persona
but donât let me hear you or Iâm gonâ freak you out like Madonna
My pockets ainât hurting thatâs for certain
You see a broke muthafucker itâs a burden
Iâm the first muthafucker on the block for the cheese
And Iâm the last muthafucker to leave
Fuck no to living in the matrix
Fuck no to my one sweet love, squeezed tight in the vice grip
And to the 9-5 suicide, bleeding like a stuck pig
Fuck no to living in the matrix
Look out across the fields, see me returning
Smoke is in your eyes, you draw a smile
From the fireplace where my letters to you are burning
Youâve had time to think about it for a while
Well I walked 200 miles, look me over
Itâs the end of the chase and the moon is high
It wonât matter who loves who
You love me and I love you
When the night comes falling from the sky
Rappinâ to myself cause there wasnât no one to rap to
This feeling came to me like somebody lookinâ at you
Gun control means usinâ both hands in my land
Where itâs all about the cautious livinâ migratinâ to a higher form of consequence
Compliments of strugglinâ that shouldnât be notable
Man, every word I say should be a hip-hop quotable
If I listen to more âescape the matrixâ and âthe government/monks/doctorsâ be hiding the secret to immortality again, I will need to book a month off work to go travel and train in different places back to back again.
I am the world that hides
The universal secret of all time
Destruction of the empty spaces
Is my one and only crime
Started a new course on human behavioural adaption and habit management. Looking at black friday as a way to start my level 4 strength and conditioning coaching. Making lifedrawing a daily habit and back on a six day a week training block. Kudo returns to my old club as a new class for Combudo begins in the new year and i return to judo in January. New financial goals set for the new year, investments sorted and my plans to travel continue as I weigh up the destinations I want to go to in what order⌠Evolve in Singapore is looking tempting
I make my living off the evening news
Just give me something, something I can use
People love it when you lose, they love dirty laundry
Well, I coulda been an actor, but I wound up here
I just have to look good, I donât have to be clear
Come and whisper in my ear, give us dirty laundry