“Until I no longer have the strength to love you”.
RIP, Catherine.
Je voudrais pouvoir t’aimer; Deux ans, trois ans, dix ans
T’aimer, jusqu’à ce que la force de t’aimer me manque
Que le bonheur de t’aimer s’estompe
Afin que je puisse aimer quelqu’un d’autre que toi; Quelqu’autre chose que toi
So my mentorship is going great, and Ive decided Im going to take my art in the direction of illustration and freelancing in concept art and designs for card games like Magic etc. I’ll use animation and its constant drawing to refine my draftsmenship
Ive taken time off from martial arts for a while now, finishing therapy was wild, and Ive needed to coast and let life be placid. Having said that, Ive shopped around my goals for ffs and I have a common consensus that the reference I’ve chosen should be quite achievable, which is nice as the person I used was my first pick to how I wanted my face to look post op (i chose someone with similar features already, so it should all go ok). Im in no rush to do this, but its good to have that knowledge that multiple surgeons think this is doable.
As far as life goes, still just training, keto diet, solo drilling ziranmen and HEMA on weekends, starting back to Judo monday.
Saw you in a dream and your eyes were bright
Stark, staring mad with a terrible light
Everything you said, well it didn’t sound right
And the way you grinned it was a terrible sight
Could it be me, I’ve been walking in my sleep
Laughing and a grinning at the people that I meet
Was I wrong or was I right?
Thought I saw a devil or an angel in the night
Brownsville, home of the brave
Put in work in the street like a slave
Keep rugged dress code
Always in this stress mode
(That shit will send you to your grave)
So?