Pardon my minor interjection.
When I got Brown Belt (some 200 techniques, involving my being strangled, choked, kneed, kicked, elbowed, punched, THROWN, poked in the eye and God knows what else) in my very first lesson before I started the Dan Grade, I spoke to my instructor and said “I don’t think I know anything”. He replied “You know a lot. You know more than you realise”. I was not persuaded nor confident and remained sceptical and self-doubting.
Yet from the perspective of my very first class, I remember that I was impressed (and awed) by the Browns I saw practising on the mat. I did not expect to be among them.
Upon achieving Shodan, my colleague and senior said to me: “Now you can be taught. You’ve learned the Basics”.
How true.
In struggling to make progress in 3rd Dan (this is not meant to boast) I am struggling to get a decent training partner who can contribute to my understanding and progress - so I have to travel but even then, the fellow strugglers I hope to meet aren’t always there owing to work, family, injury etc. The learning curve steepens.
What else have I learned? Well, I hold to my comment about: “I know so little”…but perhaps more than I realise. Stitching the disparate techniques is a real problem especially wthout a regular, contributing training partner.
What gaps remain?
Well, I’m crap at groundwork (lack of opportunity, knowledge, practise).
My kicking is poor but as an ex-footballer (soccer player to most of you) although I can’t kick high, I can certainly take out your knees - and that’s what counts.
My punching needs improvement.
My stickwork could be better, much better. Both rattan cane and Walking Stick.
I’m just a work in progress.
I’m more tolerant of ars*holes and bullies, who I would have previously confronted. I don’t like bullies. I have to check my Temper. Logically, I have no real wish to hurt anyone. That said, recognising a true threat to one’s Life, now that’s the acid test…
I will now STFU. Contribution over.